Father And Son Critical Essay
The connection a man has with his father shapes his life. Which is why every adult son must choose how that relationship will – or won’t – define him.
As he was growing up in Germany, Bjorn Leonards didn’t exactly see eye to eye with his father. More like nose to nose, as the pair faced off in one argument after another. Today, the 38-year-old furniture maker from Viroqua, Wis., has an open friendship with his pediatrician father. But for most of his life, the two were at odds.
“When I was 12 or so, I wanted to go to church with my parents, but my T-shirt wasn’t tucked in. It was one of the biggest fights we ever had,” remembers Leonards. “Things like appearance were very important to him, but it seemed like he didn’t care who I was on the inside.”
This family cold war turned into a deep freeze after Leonards dropped out of college and declared he wouldn’t attend medical school or take on his father’s practice. Instead, he rambled around Central America and southern Europe before apprenticing to a furniture maker. At this, his father cut off his financial support and Leonards severed communication, eventually going so far as to move to the United States, putting an ocean between them.
Leonards’s story may be an extreme case, but its general contours are typical of the sometimes-rocky path traversed by men and their fathers. Psychologists who specialize in the area agree that the father-son relationship is one of the most complex in a man’s life – and that it’s a relationship that can affect all others.
Unmet expectations on both sides can leave fathers withdrawn and sons exasperated. But even when there’s no open warfare, many men long for a deeper friendship with the men who raised them. Building that kind of rapport can be hard work, but the rewards are commensurate with the effort.
Understand the Divide
It may help to understand that many of the forces driving fathers and sons apart are natural life processes. Beginning in their early teens, boys begin to differentiate themselves from their fathers, often by openly rebelling against the home rule.
As painful as it is for both parties, this adolescent mutiny is an important part of a boy’s development, says Lewis Yablonsky, PhD, professor emeritus of sociology at California State University Northridge and author of Fathers and Sons: Life Stages in One of the Most Challenging of All Family Relationships (Simon & Schuster, 1982). “The son is building his own identity,” Yablonsky says. “He needs to find his own way in the world.”
In many families, however, this natural stage turns into a lifelong disconnect. Some fathers are surprised and hurt by a son’s overnight transformation from darling child to snarling teen – and they either fight back or simply retreat from the relationship.
Moreover, whether by nature or nurture, fathers are frequently less open than mothers about their feelings and emotions, says Neil Chethik, author of FatherLoss: How Sons of All Ages Come to Terms with the Deaths of Their Dads (Hyperion, 2001). “There’s a self-containedness about many men,” Chethik says. “We’re not usually overflowing with all kinds of words and emotions.” This reticence can deepen the divide between fathers and sons.
Other forces conspiring against father-son bonding are cultural. Work, for example, frequently pulls men away from their families. Add divorce or separation, which are so common to modern families, and the cumulative effects of these various factors can leave a lingering distance between fathers and sons that lasts long past adolescence – and can harm a man’s adult relationships and life choices.
“When we’re not reconciled with our fathers, there’s something inside of us that remains restless, and there’s also something that remains kidlike,” Chethik says. “We don’t really grow up until we have come to terms with our fathers. We need our fathers to bless us in a way that brings us into adulthood.”
Find the Love
For many men, the work of reconciliation begins when they have their own children. That’s because becoming a parent is bound to change a man’s view of his own parents, says Chethik. “When we become fathers, we realize that our fathers may have messed up, but we are messing up, too,” he says. “So we begin to think of them as more human.”
Even if you don’t have children of your own, recognizing that your father is just a man is the critical first step in building a better relationship. To a child, parents are giants – invincible and all-knowing. “That’s an image that our fathers can’t live up to,” Chethik explains. “We have to pass the point where our fathers have to be perfect. That’s an internal battle for a son, but it’s a precondition to reaching out.”
Frequently, however, lingering childhood resentments prevent this from happening. A powerful tool in finding freedom from resentment – and in being able to move beyond holding a grudge – is forgiveness. Ron Jenson, coauthor with his son Matt of Fathers and Sons: 10 Life Principles to Make Your Relationship Stronger (Broadman & Holman, 1998), recommends that when it comes to residual bitterness about their fathers, men “grieve it and leave it.” He tells his clients to write down the things they’re angry about and then tear up the paper and bury it in the backyard in a spirit of forgiveness. And then to seek forgiveness from their fathers.
“Forgiveness changes us physically and emotionally, dissolving the stagnant weight of resentment and flooding our bodies with fresh new energy,” writes Mary Hayes Grieco, emotional coach and author of The Peaceful Heart: A Practical Guide to Unconditional Love and Forgiveness (Highbridge Audio, 1998). Releasing trauma and adopting a spirit of forgiveness, she continues, “mends our tattered personal boundaries, and empowers us to move forward with more hope and creativity.”
“One man in his 50s had been estranged from his father for years. His father had even taken him out of his will,” Jenson remembers. “This guy was bitter and hurt, and it poisoned every relationship he was in. He went through this process, and he told me that asking for his father’s forgiveness was the hardest thing he’d ever done. He feared he would say no. But instead, his dad slapped the table, jumped up and shook his hand. They made it right, and it positively affected every relationship in his life.”
Make Your Own Way
Some men may not feel as comfortable using such a direct approach. They may find that engaging in a different way – even if they don’t officially bury the hatchet – can help heal their strained relationships with their fathers. “Some men may be reluctant to talk about their feelings,” Chethik says, “but they’re generally not reluctant to tell their stories.” Men can use this propensity for storytelling to generate a closer relationship. Telling each other how they met their wives or describing their high school experiences can help fathers and sons open up emotionally.
That’s how it worked for Bjorn Leonards and his father. After his children were born, Leonards reopened communication and finally went back to Germany to help plan a family reunion. His father started telling stories about his childhood – about being evacuated to a boarding home during the war, the asthma that everyone thought would kill him and the seminary where he was sent as a boy of 10 – stories that allowed Leonards to sympathize with his father’s struggles.
Since then, Leonards’s father has come to visit the United States a number of times, most recently to the home that Leonards had remodeled himself. At one point during the visit, he slipped into Leonards’s workshop, turned on the stereo, and started oiling one of the carpentry projects there. Later he explained, “I just wanted to know what it feels like to be Bjorn.”
For most men, earning their fathers’ acceptance has a profound effect on their relationships and their self-image. “There’s something about the words ‘I’m proud of you’ coming from a father that cannot be duplicated and clears away any wreckage in the relationship,” says Chethik.
That certainly has been the case for Leonards. “He was impressed with my work, and that meant a lot to me,” Leonards says. “He took the time to get to know what it’s like for me and to appreciate my work.” And for his part, Leonards has grown not only to forgive his father, but to value him in turn. “There’s a beautiful flow between us now,” he says. “It’s something I never thought could happen.”
Joseph Hart Joseph Hart is a freelance writer and associate editor of Utne Reader.
By Roland C. Warren
Roland Warren, father of two sons and board member of the National Fatherhood Initiative, explains the simple but critical support any dad can give his child.
I am often asked what sons need from their fathers. My answer really boils down to a few simple but critical things that every good dad must do, built on a framework of providing, nurturing and guiding.
But here's the problem: Too often, fathers think they're doing a better job in these areas than they really are. I've found that these four questions, though, can help a father ensure he's giving his son the fundamental things he needs. (And if a child's father is not in the picture, his mother can use these questions as a guide to help her find male role models who can give her son these kinds of affirmation.)
"Does my son know that he matters to me?"
We invest -- money, time and energy -- in the things we care about. In other words, if you ever want to know what someone cares about, look at their bank statement or ask them how they spent their time.
The primary way that dads can help their boys understand that they matter is by making them a priority over the myriad demands that life throws at us. With many things competing for a dad’s money, time and energy -- our jobs, technology, entertainment, sports, television -- it is easy for a child to think that he doesn't matter. It is critical that dads make it clear to their sons that they are a priority, that our most important investment is in them and that all the other "stuff" gets only the leftovers.
"Does my son know that I love him?"
Nurturing means a lot of things. It certainly includes hugging and kissing our boys -- yes, even boys need hugs and kisses -- on a daily basis and telling them that we love them. But it also includes taking care of their daily needs, like cooking for them, giving them baths, playing with them, reading to them and helping their mothers.
And I have discovered that despite the conventional wisdom that nurturing is primarily mom’s territory, the root meaning of "nurture" is "to protect" -- a role that most dads are comfortable with.
"Does my son know that what he does is important to me?"
A son wants to know that the way he is living his life -- his interests, schoolwork, hobbies and passions -- is pleasing to his father. And, as a good dad, it is critical for a father to guide his son into right actions and help him live a life centered on serving others.
However, you can’t expect to teach a son the value of charity if you are not charitable in how you spend time with him. You can’t expect to get him interested in your church’s community-service project if you haven't established a "community" that includes him in your home.
Show him that everything he does is important to you, and then you can show him what is really important -- and he will welcome it.
"Does my son know how proud I am of him?"
This boils down to a son’s innate need to be affirmed by his father. Your affirmation prepares your son to enter the world with the confidence and "emotional armor" that he needs in order not just to survive, but to thrive. A son needs to know that you are pleased with him, not for what he does or does not do, but because of who he is.
And remember that the way a father affirms his son depends on things like his culture and community and his son’s temperament and interests. The objective of affirmation is to meet a son at his particular point of need and to connect with him -- heart to heart. Indeed, there is no cookie-cutter approach to affirmation. One boy may simply need an encouraging word at the right time. A special breakfast out with dad may be what another son needs. A formal ceremony or rite of passage might fit certain cultures and situations.
But what all of these acts of affirmation, big and small, communicate to your son is that you are his advocate and that your love is abiding and unconditional.
Roland Warren is a board member (and former president) of the National Fatherhood Initiative. He can be reached at email@example.com.
Tune in to a special two-hour "Oprah's Lifeclass" with Roland Warren, Iyanla Vanzant and others to learn about the widespread epidemic of fatherless sons, airing Sunday, May 5, at 9 p.m. ET on OWN.
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